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hmm.. there are times when i really wanna kill someone. ok lahs maybe not kill.. but that person has made me damned piss with that person at times. i'm confusing haha. but oh well.. its like.. for one.. i fell like last week.. and not only did tat person not like emphatise wif me.. tat person actually laughed at me.. rui i understand.. cos we arent reli tat close.. but tat person has a diff relationship wif me.. if tat person had fallen down in tat way.. i wudnt keep laughing at her abt it. maybe the first time.. but after that i wudnt. this thing happening has made me unregretful for the times i have and will tease that person. wads more is tat that person wasnt even there.. tat person didnt even noe hw i felt.. in front of outsiders.. ppl i didnt noe.. the humiliation.. the pain.. i wished tat person cud experience it in my shoes.. ok. i'm done toking. i've gotten it off my chest and can be frens wif tat person ler. this is my way of relieving my anger. lols. toodles.

losing my grip. [5:48 PM]

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