Saturday, February 19, 2005
.:. ._.twelve._. .:.
sucky dae todae.. on the bus to hwa chong.. found out tat my name isnt anywhere near the fecking list of syf ppl... cried half the time n snapped at mich[sorrie baby!] at hwa chong while i smsed rui to complain abt choir.. den he said.. since u not in.. don bother going.. lol.. cheered me up.. afta tat me n mich went to tm to eat pasta.. den rui was wif wq n tat si ru gur.. den i didnt noe hw she looked like.. so rui told us to go arcade find them act as its a coincidence.. damn funnie.. lols.. i just read his blog.. he said tat he thot there was a gur hu was his fren hu liked him.. tats a tough situation man.. happened to me n look where i am at nw.. LOLs. also found tat there were like QUITE angry at us abt the new yr eve tingy... i was wronged!!! feel lyk i was the main person to be blamed man... i'm not! its like some prob bet all of us like miscommunication or misunderstanding... arghhhs... yesterday i treated them to racing stripes... lol... i told mich tat i thot boon kiat was a reli nice guy.. den she was like.. jio him lah.. everytime i say someone is cute or someone is nice she asks me to jio him -.-.. den i thot of smth funnie... thot of askin rui if he thot boonkiat wud make a gd stead. LOLs. tat wud make such a..... prob for me. lol. boon sure avoid me lyk nuts... wud be a laugh tho. make me take my mind off him for a mo. hehx. during the hwa chong ting i notice one student hu graduated from hwa chong.. my gosh he had at least twice the amount of white hair as rui... who already has a bunch mans... scary n freaky.. >.< makes me not wanna go to jc.. if i don.. i'll go to tp to learn finance n banking. lol... rui says law has no chio bu n lotsa indians. not my choice of course.. he wants to choose a course based on the chance he has on getting a pretty stead i tink.. and i... maybe partly according to the no. of cute guys? aiyar.. but i've had enuf of cute guys ba.. jus see onli.. nt like rui.. i don haf the qualifications to jio.. lols. i keep wishing i can get thin by o lvls and then start my new life as a pretty girl. i wanna go by rui's or wq's standards of a pretty girl. i wun rest til they say i'm pretty! LOLs. wah i write so long mans.. >.< hehs. rite nw the most shuai older guy i've seen is i tink mr ng.. and then my dono wad financial bank adviser 30 yr old cousin hu earns many Ks a mth is a close second.. lol. but i onli look at older guys cos they're the kind i wanna marry. not cos i'm having a teenage crush like boon says. i'm not alright!!! i emphasize! i do not fa hua chi on mr ng! lols. i think i've bored u to death by nw.. so... toodles.
losing my grip. [10:01 PM]
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