~One more step, to the edge________

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

.:. ._.twenty three._. .:.

today.. was interesting ba.. hehs. michie din come sch.. spent the whole day in sch wif cl.. we had health check... so our buncha gurs sat outside the library to play kiddy games. had fun tho.. den durin assembly there was this cartoonist guy from walt disney hu cud draw like.. amazingly sia.. den he taught us hw to draw a simple cartoon.. i had fun today.. den afta tat.. went wif rui to cut his hair... den qi n solo came.. den qi cut his hair til veh short.. cos of the bulldog lee.. lols.. he's kinda suay.. den.. the 4 of us went to bugis... went to bras basah to buy shou che.. i cudnt find the 911 calc at pop.. and at the smaller shops damn ex.. so afta tat we went back to bugis street... me n solo bought the same bag as rui.. i thot it was the same colour as rui man.. turned out to be green.. sucked cos i don like green.. but.. nvm lahs.. see how lor if i wanna buy ANOTHER one... lols.. i added sherry today.. i haf this feelin she feels i'm a creepy stalker type. lols...... but.. oh well.. jus makin frens. =x

losing my grip. [9:38 PM]

_____________

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

.:. ._.twenty two._. .:.

hmm.. there are times when i really wanna kill someone. ok lahs maybe not kill.. but that person has made me damned piss with that person at times. i'm confusing haha. but oh well.. its like.. for one.. i fell like last week.. and not only did tat person not like emphatise wif me.. tat person actually laughed at me.. rui i understand.. cos we arent reli tat close.. but tat person has a diff relationship wif me.. if tat person had fallen down in tat way.. i wudnt keep laughing at her abt it. maybe the first time.. but after that i wudnt. this thing happening has made me unregretful for the times i have and will tease that person. wads more is tat that person wasnt even there.. tat person didnt even noe hw i felt.. in front of outsiders.. ppl i didnt noe.. the humiliation.. the pain.. i wished tat person cud experience it in my shoes.. ok. i'm done toking. i've gotten it off my chest and can be frens wif tat person ler. this is my way of relieving my anger. lols. toodles.

losing my grip. [5:48 PM]

_____________

Saturday, April 09, 2005

.:. ._.twenty one._. .:.

bahs.. nth much happened these 2 days... on thurs.. i fell off a chair. u can read all abt it in rui's blog.. http://ruisux.blogspot.com.. haha jk. its http://loveheralways.blogspot.com.. anyway.. i was blaming him for blocking my view making me lean forwards and then fall.. but cos he's like advertising my fall i'm gonna advance to.. "rui pushed me!!".. lols. jk. ytd.. nth reli happened.. went sch.. had oral.. sat and spoke to haisong for abt half an hr..den i went tuition.. arrived late.. left early.. got teased by dat wenqi crapass.. and lastly i went tamp.. and then went home.. rite now.. i'm supposed to be studying electrolysis.. and den going to meet gary.. but.. i'm here.. cos i kinda miss him.. wanted to see if he was online.. but.... he jus left. i saw in his blog tat he updated abit earlier than the time i logged on. which is crap.. but.. oh well.. i'll see him on monday.. got nafa tat dae.. >.<

losing my grip. [11:35 AM]

_____________

Saturday, April 02, 2005

.:. ._.twenty._. .:.

ahh.. syf is coming on monday and i haf a sore throat!! tat sux!! how the heck am i going to sing!! hope i can get better by monday.. we're supposed to reach school by 9.. and then do nothing and assemble at 11.30. what crap man. but its still good. hahas. i don mind.. but rui.. he asked me to help him photocopy some chem notes.. so i'm going a bit early on monday to go to class. haha actually its not cos of him lahs.. its cos my dad has to go to work early and i wan him to send cos i lazy to take bus. haha i noe i noe.. its a buncha crap. today i went to wild wild wet wif jie and terry!! hehe quite enjoyed it.. i met ismail.. hes going to poly biotech.. anyway.. we tried almost everyting ba.. in the lazy river tingy.. tat terry flipped me over and made me get off the float.. which sucked cos i cudnt get back on til the end!! arghh.. dumb terry.. den at the wave pool.. it kinda sucked.. reli like a tsunami.. and the three of us.. cos we wanted to save money or smth.. (=x everyting oso terry pay de) we bought 2 tubes.. so one person is left floating.. and terry and jie like took turns to "drown" quite horrible.. den once i fell off the tube.. it sucked.. i had to swim to stay afloat.. and very tiring.. oh well.. tat terry.. when we were both on the float.. he grabbed my toe and tried to scrape my nail polish off.. my 30 bucks pedi!! lols. we didnt wanna get separated so had to keep holding onto each other.. at both the lazy river and the tsunami tinggy.. jie lost her goggles and her towel lols.. hmm one ting i noticed.. terry's body quite nice. lols. and his hand is practically healed ler. i jus found out hw he injured it. so funny. and kinda dumb tho.. lols.. den in the evening.. we walked ard abit.. went to cheers and terry bought me strepsils for my throat.. den he said he wanted one.. den cos i was carrying his bag and he was trying to keep his wallet so i had to take it out and pass it to him.. den tat idiot said.. "you you de" or oily oily one.. crap man.. i jus bathed!! lols. den i stayed at the chalet wif jie.. terry cud not go cos he has been black listed by jie's mom. long story. LOLs. i tink tats it ba.. nite nite.. tml going to pray my grandmother for qing ming.. =) kinda missing him rite now.. but nth i can do.. can see him on monday..tats wads keeping me joyful. lols. toodles.

losing my grip. [11:47 PM]

_____________

Friday, April 01, 2005

.:. ._.nineteen._. .:.

blahs.. todae.. hmm got good got bad lahs.. and the funny. lols. bad is i got sore throat. a horrible one. den.. during recess.. solo and i carried out the counter for rui, me n wq's joke. long story lahs. den after recess poor rui got tau poked. lols. damn funnie. felt kinda guilty lahs.. cos i cud haf told rui abt the 2nd joke and created a 3rd joke.. but i didnt.. but if like tat its like DAMNED complicated lor.. den he was like "pissed" at me.. not reli ba jus like jokingly maybe? heh.. but... afta sch.. smth bad happened.. on the way to toilet.. kenny confronted qi.. i was sitting in class tokin to rui n yong xian.. den we heard loud noises lor.. so rui went out.. i stayed in classed and watched cos i cudnt get out. they almost fought.. but in the end didnt cos they walked into class and ignored him.. jus feel tat its all kinda childish.n they like to dis like once a week lor.. so its basically quite crap. den qi n rui went to eat lunch.. n i stayed back til it was time fer choir. during choir i smsed rui.. cos i guessed tat someting might happen when they went out.. and i was right. apparently terry confronted them.. anyway.. i tink its over nw lahs.. suan ler ba if they still go on.. jus kinda dumb lor.. i rather they go tell ong. heh.. den rui asked me to help him photocopy notes.. so afta choir i went back to class n got shangli's file.. heh. he owes me one man.. den i stayed back in sch wif mich until 6.30 to do mich's maths.. den i went to yoga. last lesson ler.. been tryin to find someone to learn... heh. anyone? i pei u.. from beginning.. mich doesnt wan =( oh well.. i'm gone.. msn is giving me hell.. cant log on. effing hell man.. rui n mich can.. lols.. i'm gone.. toodles

losing my grip. [10:33 PM]

_____________