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Monday, February 21, 2005

.:. ._.thirteen._. .:.

hehs.. todae.. nth much lahs.. after sch.. went wif wq n rui to somewhere in bedok first to fix wq's broken specs. lol.. he bammed his water bottle on it causing it to brk in like 2 pieces... they bluff me.. on the bus there they said it was inside red swastica sch.. i reli believed... thot tat was cool.. in the end not there >.< lols.. am i dat naive.. den afta tat we walked to interchange.. wq went to borrow some chn book and me n rui went to the nearby coffee shop to eat.. hehs.. toked alot lahs.. den wait damn long for tat wq... den we went to the bus stop... wahh... the 2 of them made me run after a bus.. hate running... lols... den we arrived quite earli ba.. so afta tat we toked to mr ng... (cute!! lols) den afta dat tuition lor.. learnt abt exponential differentiation.. can do lahs.. a bit blur at first.. heh.. den nth ler lor..

losing my grip. [8:57 PM]

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

.:. ._.twelve._. .:.

sucky dae todae.. on the bus to hwa chong.. found out tat my name isnt anywhere near the fecking list of syf ppl... cried half the time n snapped at mich[sorrie baby!] at hwa chong while i smsed rui to complain abt choir.. den he said.. since u not in.. don bother going.. lol.. cheered me up.. afta tat me n mich went to tm to eat pasta.. den rui was wif wq n tat si ru gur.. den i didnt noe hw she looked like.. so rui told us to go arcade find them act as its a coincidence.. damn funnie.. lols.. i just read his blog.. he said tat he thot there was a gur hu was his fren hu liked him.. tats a tough situation man.. happened to me n look where i am at nw.. LOLs. also found tat there were like QUITE angry at us abt the new yr eve tingy... i was wronged!!! feel lyk i was the main person to be blamed man... i'm not! its like some prob bet all of us like miscommunication or misunderstanding... arghhhs... yesterday i treated them to racing stripes... lol... i told mich tat i thot boon kiat was a reli nice guy.. den she was like.. jio him lah.. everytime i say someone is cute or someone is nice she asks me to jio him -.-.. den i thot of smth funnie... thot of askin rui if he thot boonkiat wud make a gd stead. LOLs. tat wud make such a..... prob for me. lol. boon sure avoid me lyk nuts... wud be a laugh tho. make me take my mind off him for a mo. hehx. during the hwa chong ting i notice one student hu graduated from hwa chong.. my gosh he had at least twice the amount of white hair as rui... who already has a bunch mans... scary n freaky.. >.< makes me not wanna go to jc.. if i don.. i'll go to tp to learn finance n banking. lol... rui says law has no chio bu n lotsa indians. not my choice of course.. he wants to choose a course based on the chance he has on getting a pretty stead i tink.. and i... maybe partly according to the no. of cute guys? aiyar.. but i've had enuf of cute guys ba.. jus see onli.. nt like rui.. i don haf the qualifications to jio.. lols. i keep wishing i can get thin by o lvls and then start my new life as a pretty girl. i wanna go by rui's or wq's standards of a pretty girl. i wun rest til they say i'm pretty! LOLs. wah i write so long mans.. >.< hehs. rite nw the most shuai older guy i've seen is i tink mr ng.. and then my dono wad financial bank adviser 30 yr old cousin hu earns many Ks a mth is a close second.. lol. but i onli look at older guys cos they're the kind i wanna marry. not cos i'm having a teenage crush like boon says. i'm not alright!!! i emphasize! i do not fa hua chi on mr ng! lols. i think i've bored u to death by nw.. so... toodles.

losing my grip. [10:01 PM]

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

.:. ._.eleven._. .:.

hehx... todae was nice... first i go sch... den in class nth much nors... sians onli... den went to tm eat pizza hut wif michie n cl... den i bought my iriver!!!!! yeaaa... $460... but den.. the dumb ting cant delete files from inside... crap.. but i still don regret.. den we met sr wq bk n yw.. den i went to watch i do i do wif them... damn funnie!!! oh and i bought a new water bottle... heh... den me n bk took 15 together... nw trying out the iriver.. yeaaa.. hee.. damn happie... toodles...

losing my grip. [11:10 PM]

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

.:. sex... .:.

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific
tests
find
that when women make love they produce
amounts of the hormone estrogen, which
makes
hair shine and skin smooth.

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces
your
chances of suffering
dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The
sweat
produced cleanses the pores and makes
your
skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories
you
piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can
take
up.
It stretches and tones up just about every
muscle
in the body. It's more enjoyable than
swimming 20
laps, and you don't need special sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild
depression.
It
releases endorphins into the bloodstream,
producing a sense of
euphoria and leaving you with a feeling
of
well-
being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you
will
be
offered. The sexually active body gives off
greater
quantities of chemicals called
pheromones.
These
subtle sex perfumes drive the
opposite sex crazy!

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the
world.
IT IS
10 TIMES MORE
EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist
away.
Kissing encourages saliva to wash food
from the
teeth and
lowers the level of the acid that causes
decay,
preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A
lovemaking
session can release the tension that
restricts
blood vessels in the brain.

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a
stuffy
nose.
Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help
combat
asthma and hay fever.

losing my grip. [8:54 PM]

.:. ._.ten._. .:.

yesterday i went to eat a reunion dinner tat if i had tat amt of money.. i cud buy n mp3 and a mega pixel cam. lols.. $1299 for ten ppl!!!! nuts.. my uncle is soo darned rich... payin tat amt wifout batting an eyelid.. lols.... and my red packet shou lu nt bad lahs fr them.. hehes... happie happie new year indeed... now if only....... den it'll be the best time ever... ny n vdae... dono lahs.. i'm off...

losing my grip. [8:24 PM]

.:. -storie- .:.

This is based on a true story.. Perhaps you will find the love you have been waiting for all this time.. i knoe tat i'm lyk nt a guy.. but it kinda relates to me in a way.. if u change the guy to a girl? lols........ no lahs.. jus for reads.

He was not handsome..But he had feelings..
One day, he fell in love with a woman..A
woman he really had a crush on..But he
realized that he was not handsome..So he
kept it deep inside his heart..

He was not handsome..Knowing this, he still
approached the girl he admired..Upon
approaching her, he asked her name and
asked for her number.. They came into
contact with each other..The guy was happy
and he felt nice talking to the lady..

He was not handsome..He had to remember
this all the time..He knew he couldnt say out
his wish to the lady..However, one day, he
took up the strength to call that lady..When
he
was about to pick up the reciever, the phone
rang..It was her..His crush...His lady of his
dreams..She asked him out on that
night..There was no reason for him to say
NO..That night, they went to a restaurant..for
dinner..

He was not handsome..This was proven to
him at that night..When the lady told him that
she had a crush on a guy..He was crushed
into pieces by his own crush..but he didnt
say
a word..He knew it..He was not handsome...

He was not handsome..and he knew he
wont
get his girl of his dream..So he intended to
help the lady out..He took the lady to the guy
whom she had a crush on..After a week, he
saw the lady dating with the guy..He knew
that there is no more hope for him..

He was not handsome..and this made him
loose his love..He just kept his feelings deep
inside his heart..But it was okay for him..as
his love was happy with the guy she loved..

He was not handsome..but maybe his
powerful love brought his lady back to
him..One day, the lady came all the way
crying to him..She said to him that she lost
her virginity and the guy dumped her..She
was all in tears and didnt know where to go..

He was not handsome..but he loved her..He
wiped the tears off the lady and gave a warm
hug..The lady felt the warm feel gush through
her nerves and touch her heart deep
inside..She realized that this is her true love..

He was not handsome..but he found his love
finally..and he was happy ...

p/s: looks are not really the most important
thing in love..Consider the feelings of
the ppl around you..You might just find
that true love of yours..He may not be
handsome..but he might love you more than
anyone could ever love you.. and that is
greater than some handsome idiots who
doesn't love u.

losing my grip. [8:20 PM]

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Monday, February 07, 2005

.:. ._.ten._. .:.

hmms... been a while since my last entry.. few days lahs.. sat i went to tuition wif the guys.. den went to swim at mg wif mich n tere.. got a lil darker... den ytd went sch wif mich... i tink we didnt do so well =x... afta dat went wif mich n emman to eat at grand court.. tat yong whee tell us he jie sao good and cheap de.. get one damn hot cant eat.. and one cai xin so cheapo one for 10 bucks.. >.< he was there.. den emman make fun of him lols.. hmm todae nth much lors.. go sch... den studied a bit... gonna flunk phy as well as chem. LOLx. lifes great. den went to tuition.. differentiation is like some alien language for me sia... understand a lil onli.. and i'm so careless at dydx.. >.< keep copying rui's.. and bloody handsome mr ng cant even pronounce my name correctly. and for ur info ppl.. i do not haf a crush on him. jus tink he's damn cute. LOLx

losing my grip. [8:28 PM]

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

.:. ._.nine._. .:.

hmms.. mani tings haf happened since my last entry.. jus came back fr tution wif the guys.. heh.. todae we stayed for the sec 3 stuff as well.. whee i suddenly feel like a genius at log. LOLs. still rem last year when the mention of log cud make me wanna scream. lols. i'm hoping for the best for my romantic future of a chance once again with someone i once lost... =x=x ahhs... reli reli wish things can go fine... >.< i'm gonna be reallll serious tis time... hehx

losing my grip. [9:43 PM]

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